KRYON, TOBIAS & ST GERMAIN: MULTIDIMENSIONALITY

~ ~ ~Kryon: Good Morning dear ones. This is I Kryon coming in this morning. There is indeed a parade…a hit parade…of your dear friends in the nonphysical available to you this morning, and yet, I have not come in and spoken to you in quite a bit of time in this manner and I do wish to speak to you a bit about these energies that all on Earth are being affected by. You are entering a time that is new upon your planet. That information is nothing new to you. You have been aware of this for quite some time, and yet you are actually going to be feeling the effects of the newness, those of you who are tuned into this. Not all will be. For some it will be business as usual, for some it will be ‘we’re going to hell in a hand basket’ with what is happening in the world all around you. But those of you who have been awakening and opening up to the greater knowing of who you are are about to be able to take that ride…that magic carpet ride you have spoken of in the past…that has not been available to you until now. This is why there are many who are present here with you in the now. This is what you are noticing in the increased activity of the cats here in this room with us. They are very aware of your portal here. Your energy, dear ones, is attracting many. It is as if this is a bright spot that is quite noticeable to those who are looking upon your planet from the other dimensions. You have indeed nurtured this portal of energy. You have indeed nurtured the portals within yourselves and this is attractive to those of us who wish to share the experience with you that you are having upon this earth plane. And so I wish to speak a bit of the dynamics at play. You have all been talking for so long about the energies aligning. You are in for this grand paradigm shift, and you may not know what to make of it at first, how to go about utilizing the energies that have now aligned for you, but I wish to tell you that it is quite possible for you to work with the energies in a way that you never have worked with them before…simply because so much has shifted on your planet as a result of this upgrading of consciousness that has been recorded, that has been noted, that has been taken into the very earth of your planet.

Do you have questions on this?

Participant: I would ask for perhaps a little bit of clarification about utilizing these new energies. What needs to be done to utilize these energies? Will it become apparent to us how to do that? I mean are we going to have to have a certain amount of maybe fits and starts in order to be able to utilize this energy? I hope you understand where I’m coming from.

Kryon: Indeed I understand where you’re coming from. I would use the example of a computer and learning a new program on the computer. Some learn more quickly than others. Some can sit down and play and pretty much master the new program in a very short period of time. And then there are others who are not as technically inclined, who may not understand all of the things that the program can do, because they have not played with it in the same manner. This is what I would wish to express to you. It is a matter of playing with the energies. As you become more familiar with them, yes, it will become smoother, so in the beginning there may be stops and starts. You may not quite understand what it is you’re playing with. You may not understand the power of your program. (laughter) But I would say that if you can consciously tune yourself into the realization that things have changed, the realization that you have something working with you or ready to be worked with, that has not been there before…it is as if you have all just purchased the newest program available for your computers that does the most wondrous things that you would like to find out how to do, yet until you learn the program, it will be trial and error, it will be exploration…but let it be fun. Do not get frustrated. Let it be the game.

What I would say is that all that is required for you to do…as you say…is to align yourselves with these energies, and so this requires that you release doubt, release mistrust, release frustration. It requires you to simply know that you are indeed divine, that you are God also, and that it is time for a new level of play in the game. Many are saying that the game is over, and yet you know that as long as you are here in physical body, you are still going to be playing the earth game. You are simply ready to play this at a new level that has never been accessed before. Let this be fun for you. Know that you no longer need to attempt creating through struggling. This is much of what the old energy has been about. These energies aligning mean that it is time to release the struggle. For you see, it is your doubt, it is your fear…fear of failure and fear of success that many of you hold, because in the world of duality that you have lived in there are both sides of the coin…that interferes with creating with ease. It is now the time for just being, as has been said. Creativity and passion…they just are. Love just is. And it is the time to experiment as a child in delight as to what can I do with this? How can I play with this? What can I make with this? And indeed you are in the place…what can you make with your lives and your experiences now that you are moving beyond those dense energies of mass consciousness humanity that have held you back and held you down and held you in the place of feeling small and helpless for so long? Now is the time as the energies align that those of you who choose to may take giant scissors and cut away any of the last threads that hold you stuck in place with the rest of mass consciousness.

Participant: I prefer the use of a machete. (laughter)

Kryon: Overkill! (laughter)

Participant: I just had to go there.

Kryon: It is delightful to have you in a space of lightness around this, for this is indeed what is required, and you dear one, have picked up on the words of the last conversation you had with your nonphysical friends that you are so attuned to…

Participant: A lightness of spirit and heart. I got it…

Kryon: Lightness of spirit and heart. Yes. This is what is indeed required for you to access this new paradigm, to walk into it, to be done with the old in the sense of living in the old and playing the old game. Now for many it will be challenging to see a difference, because your everyday surroundings for the most part will remain the same, and yet, it is you that is new. It is the energies that are around the planet, aligned with the planet, indeed generated by the planet that are new. The energies we have spoken of aligning are the very ones that are coming from the expansion of consciousness of those of you upon the planet, and it has been said that such a very, very small amount of you need to awaken in order to bring this shift about. It has been happening, and the time is now for you to move forward without the fears, without the issues of the old way of playing the game. Those who choose to keep playing the old game, and those who choose to keep playing it in the old energy, will create their own choice. Make the choice as to how you wish to play and create!

Be aware that you have much assistance as you learn how to play the game in the new energy on this new level. Be aware that I am very available to you . You may call upon me for assistance when you are unclear as to how to proceed in your new level of play of the game.

I have enjoyed coming in in this manner today. I would say you do have other friends who would like to speak with you, so I shall allow this. Realize that when I say that I am leaving, I do not go far. I am right here with you and I would enjoy it if you would call upon me more frequently. You see those of us who are not in your physical bodies but who work so closely with you…we delight to have you consciously communicate and participate in our interactions together. So please remember this, and please do call upon me, for you are dearly, dearly loved.

And now I pass the microphone on to…

Tobias:…I Tobias! And yes, your dear friend St Germain is here as well. It has been a while since I have been in in this manner also, so it felt like a good day to come in and just have some fun together. We do not need to speak of weighty subject matter, unless you desire to. Let’s just have a good old fashioned Fireside Chat!

St Germain: Which means that I must be present, too! Good day, my dear friends! It is I St Germain coming in as well to share this conversation. And I of course am just wonderfully delighted to be here in this manner, as well. Oh, but it is a busy time. It is an exciting time, is it not…for all that is happening upon your planet. And I feel that so many of you are a bit road weary at this point. You have thought that you were into the place of smooth traveling and clear sailing only to find that there were still some seeming land mines in the way. So many of you are simply in the place now of being…which is exactly where you need to be in order to allow in this shift. Simply being. So many have stopped looking at what’s happening beyond themselves. So many have become more and more disconnected from…oh reading channels, from even participating on messages boards. Many have just tuned into their own life, their own world, their own reality. This is perfect! Yet those of us who have the vantage point of a more pervasive and extensive view are able to see with excitement what you are approaching, and that’s what we are here today to celebrate with you. And I know many of you say…its about time!

You have so many friends in many interdimensional places and spaces which indeed are not places as such that you think of them. This is something that you are going to be furthering your understanding of as you move forward in living in your new energy. It is all about energy and so you see most of these interactions that you have with those who are not living in the dimension of the Earth realm happen energetically. This is why Maureen is often able to traverse the dimensions without going anywhere physically beyond the sofa many times, simply because she is open to the different energies. Through these different energies you can access many other dimensions. There are many, many catalysts to interdimensional energies that you are not always aware of, or, that you are not clear that they are these portals as they‘ve been called, and yet, when something does indeed act as a catalyst for shifting the energy of your everyday living…such as a Christmas tree, for you have it only one time a year…it is quite the beacon of light…but it is not just the beacon of light because of the many ornaments, decorations, and bright lights upon it. It is because it intensifies the energies that you are focusing on and including in your awareness. You create quite the vortal of energy. We have spoken of this previously. And so something that you can focus on that shifts your energy a bit, and it has been mentioned by Brigid that a rose does this…a fire can do this…these can all act as portals. And you see your interdimensional friends are quite frequently anticipating, awaiting, desiring you to focus your attention upon them through this shifting of energy that comes about through the means of one of these portals.

(Pause and laughter as the cats present become very lively, seemingly in reaction to the energy present.)

Tobias: Now I will take this presented opportunity to speak to you as well! It is my delight to be here. I would like to clarify a bit what those of you present have been discussing…what others also have been discussing…about my ability to continue to be present to all of you. As you know it has been announced that I am going to be leaving through the one who has publicly channeled me these last 10 years, and that my last message through this channel will be in July. I would like to assure you that I am able to be in more than one place at one time…as all of you are also able to do. For all of you, there are parts of Self that are present beyond this dimension of the Earth realm. For all of you, what is here in your physical form is not the all of your grandness of being. This is a large part of what this ascension journey is about. It is this meeting. It is about ascent and descent, as you are aware. It is about your human consciousness expanding to open up and ascend back up to the heavens of your own divinity, your Godness. It is about your Godness and your divinity descending into your human bodies, if you wish to speak in linear terms. Of course it is more than that. Yet I wish to say that I will always be available to all who desire to connect with me and to communicate with me, because there will be those portions of myself, those parts of me that are not going to fit into the body of the human I am incarnating as, that are going to remain in the God state, that are going to remain in the expanded beyond human form state. And yet, much of my focus in the now is in the one I am incarnating as. It is in my excitement and my anticipation of having this human experience at this amazing time upon the planet, especially when it has been so long since I’ve been here in human form. I have a lot of catching up to do with the fun and enjoyment that you have had for so many incarnations! Its very exciting! So what I wish for you to understand is that because so much of my focus is going to be in my human incarnation, whereas our dear friend St Germain here and your other friends are not focused into a human form in the same way at the same time, it will be easier for their presence to communicate with you because of the fullness of their God state beingness being free of other…hmmmm….

Participant: Free of the density?

T: Free of the density but also free of that…I don’t know how to say it in words except…focused focus. I am still going to be available to you, but it will be a little bit more challenging, with my focus being so much in my incarnated human form, to communicate with my grander, larger God aspects that are not in human form. But this does not mean that it cannot be done. There will be occasions when it will be most appropriate. Many of you have connected with those that you have loved in other experiences of living, those who have gone before you, who have transitioned…died…and left their physical body. Yet you know that they are eternal. You know that they will not be disappearing, except in the way of the physical body they occupied being gone. You know that you can still be in contact and be in touch with their soul, and yet many of these beings have since gone on to re-enter Earth again, have gone on to take new form. It is not the same being. It is a part of the soul of the being that you connect with. And yet there are times, there are moments, where the connection with the one you have loved who has passed over is quite intense…it is quite pure…and it is quite real. Now this may not be something that happens every day of your week…all the time. It is something that happens on special occasions. This is what I wish to say, that there will still be the opportunity on those special occasions for my ‘Higher Self,’ greater Self, soul Self, God Self…I hate to get lost in terminology…but for that expansive God part of myself to connect and communicate. I will be focused on my experience just as each of you are focused on your Earth experience. But that does not mean that I am not quite well versed with that greater part of your Self that is not stuffed into these little human bodies, as our dear friend St Germain calls them, at this point in time.

So I hope that this assists your understanding. I may not be as frequently available through any who have given me Voice previously as I have been in the past. But that does not mean that I am completely gone. On occasions such as this, on celebratory days, it will happen. And each of you must know, in what you have called on earth your heart of hearts, there is always that connection. I am always going to be available to give you that etheric hug, to send you the love that is ever present. I hope this assists in explaining things. I know there has been a bit of wonderment, a bit of confusion around my leaving in the way it has been spoken of by others.

There are many, many, many facets to multidimensionality. You are just beginning to even understand that. Just beginning to even explore that. Several years ago, through the one who has channeled me publicly, I spoke of using your imagination to access multidimensionality and I used the example of your television set and how you can change channels and you can access many different channels on the one set…and then I said imagine that you have a whole wall full of television sets, each of which can access that many different channels. And this is a good example of what multidimensionality is about. There are many more realms in which I exist, and in which you exist, than simply the realm that is touched when there is a communication in this manner…what has been known as channeling, what Maureen likes to call energy translating. You are tapping into one facet of the multidimensional essence and energy of I, Tobias…of St Germain…of Brigid…of any of these energies that you bring through. Another facet of the energy is what is embodied in human form. For me as I begin this journey, for each of you, there are many other dimensional realities that my essence and energy and yours as well are experiencing.

I will use the example now of you about to lose the ability to receive analog signals in your televisions here in America. You are going to all digital broadcasting. And what this is now allowing is that one television station will not be limited to broadcasting only one show or one program. Each transmitter, each station, will have the ability to broadcast more than one show, because it is a different system of broadcasting. So I would use the example that perhaps you have all been attuned to something similar to analog in your understanding of how this communication between us works, of why …well it is a decision that has been made on many levels…why it is time for I, Tobias to stop speaking through the one who has publicly channeled me…but there is more to it than what you perhaps understand. I would desire that you understand that you are, as you begin to explore the new energy, quite capable of digital broadcasting in your communication efforts, and that this takes you light years beyond where you were with the analog type of broadcasting. Is this making sense? Are you understanding this?

Participant: Yes. Very much so. I really like the analogy!

Tobias: Indeed. So stay tuned for the Tobias Show! (laughter)

Participant: In digital!

Tobias: In digital format! You might say that previously my public communication has been an analog broadcast. It is time to expand to digital programming! And of course I jest. It has all been great fun. But do remember that things are not always as they seem. There is always a more expansive, bigger picture. This is what I am encouraging all to take a look at. You have the ability…each of you…each of you has the ability to quantum leap beyond where you have been before. To go back to your conversation with the Kryon from just a few moments ago, it is about…how did you phrase it…stops and starts?

Participant: Fits and starts.

Tobias: Yes. Fits and starts. And there have been quite a few fits since the Quantum Leap! (laughter) Believe me! Because so many expected it to be the magic wand that was waved. Now again, that was a major alignment of energies, a major door opening. And yet, dear ones, there will always be more doors opening. Many found that things did not miraculously shift immediately into the new after the Quantum Leap as they were hoping. Yet it was definitely the opening of the door to this new paradigm that is being spoken of. And as is frequently the case, there are preliminary steps that must be taken, to use Kryon’s analogy of the new computer program. Before you can actually start using it, you must take it out of its package, you must upload it onto the computer, you must make sure that the program is installed properly, before you can actually attempt to use it and try to learn it. Is this not so?

Participant: Yes. This is so, but it also comes with some semblance of an instruction manual, which we don’t have! (laughter)

Tobias: But you do have the instruction manual! This is indeed what this whole ascension journey has been about! I beg to differ with you, my dear!

Participant: I’m baiting you. You know that! (laughter)

Tobias: You see it is the difference between an ascension manual in analog and an ascension manual in digital!

Look at it this way. Many times in the old energy you would get a hard copy instruction manual. As things began to shift, as you began to transition, what became of those hard copies?

Participant: They went away. You had to have an online manual!

Tobias: You had to access it…you could download if you chose…but you would have to access the instruction manual online. Now what I am saying is that as you are moving past the transition phase…and I am of course jesting a bit with you also…but the instruction manual does not need to be accessed online.

Participant: The instruction manual is internal. Yes. (laughter)

Tobias: It is internal!

Maureen: St Germain is joking, saying…pop quiz! I will let him grill you on this!

Participant: No! No!

St Germain: You know this is supposed to be fun! And we are having a great deal of fun! I St Germain would like to call on you this morning and ask you…what is in the instruction manual?

Participant: Go with the flow!

St Germain: And what else?

Participant: Be in the now. Go with the flow. Live in the energies that are around you and have a lightness of heart and spirit…to go back to Brigid’s comments. I mean, I totally understand…I was just sort of baiting Tobias because…well, I knew what he was going to say…so…I didn’t mean to be put on the spot! (laughter) But I really like the analogy, and I just know that Maureen has problems with instruction manuals too, so I kind of am in the mood for having fun today and so I can subtly jab about instruction manuals and cover multiple bases at once. So there! How’s that?

St Germain: Very well done! I will give you an A.

Participant: Alright…an A!

St Germain: Ah but surely, I hate to use the word ‘fail’…but this is a pass/fail class! You either get it or you don’t get it! (laughter) It is very good what you have said. And I would like to say a bit about Maureen’s difficulty with instruction manuals because, Maureen, I will put you on the hot seat too because we do not want this one to be lonely there!

Let me say first I would ask you to add to the instruction manual, Maureen. What else is in that instruction manual?

Maureen: Hmmm. Always follow your feeling state over your head. Don’t hold on. Release. And one of my favourite sayings is that line from William Blake‘s poem ‘Eternity‘…to ‘kiss the joy as it flies.’ I feel that’s in the instruction manual. Be in the now moment, which I think was already said. And the letting go…of what Kryon said…letting go of the fear of failure or fear of success. Stop doubting. Get out of duality and just into…beingness.

Participant: Getting out of expectations. I would add that to the instruction manual!

St Germain: Very good!

And, I would add…know that you are God also! This is a very big piece of it…to trust what you create but to know that you do not need to create in challenge and struggle and difficulty anymore. You will always set up situations for yourselves that allow you to continue expanding. So some might see these as challenging. But they do not have to be difficult in the way they were previously. Everything that you have learned and all of you who have followed the teachings of Tobias, of myself, of Kryon, of The Goup, of those that you are in resonance with…that is your instruction manual. You have been internalizing it for the many years that you have walked this journey.

I will direct this to you, Maureen, as far as not liking to read instruction manuals. This is a bridging of the left and right hemispheres of your brain, as has been talked about. And now, I will say, Maureen, you have a scientific knowledge and basis…though you do not like to operate from it. Yet my dear you have gone through school, you have learned all of the biology and chemistry, you have been registered (laughter) as a nurse. Legally you have worked in this capacity. You can’t do this purely from feeling state. There must be knowledge involved. You have a scientific basis. You enjoy much of this. However, your brain has come to the place where it has allowed the opening of the right side, the feeling side, in a manner that many are still opening up to, because in your human world the solid, the rational, the linear, scientific thinking has been much more honored, has been put upon a pedestal in grand fashion indeed in many ways. What you are doing is what the ascension journey is about. It is not about negating this ‘gift of the mind’ as Kuthumi is very ready and willing to come in and mention. Your intelligence is a gift in your human form. It is something that is very fun to play with. Play with your intelligence, for you all have it. And yet you are leaning to not completely supercede the feeling connection in place of the brain…that is where you will experience more of the flow of your interdimensionality. And so you see, Maureen, you may have felt inept at times…we are quite aware that you have…at your inability to focus on instruction manuals and learn in that concrete linear way any longer, and yet you generally do pick up what you need to learn for the most part through trial and error, through feeling your way to…you are one of those hands on learners who would rather try it than read about it. This is a bridging of the hemispheres of the brain.

You have spoken…many of you have spoken…about desiring to remember your ability to speak in many different languages. That is one that many, many of you have spoken of. This is a step. This is where you are, Maureen, with this not desiring to sit down with a manual but to simply let the learning and knowing come. And you have taught yourself much as far as computers go. Certainly there is always the unknowing of something new, and certainly you are always open to someone else showing you but your manner of learning is no longer sitting down with the external hard copy instruction book. And you see this is where you are all heading. The bridge step is the online version. And most of you, many of you, have moved beyond the old hard copy even in what we are talking about now, through your access online. How do you access all these channels from around the world? How do you access all this information that has been such a large part of your expansion in the last few years, but through the internet. The internet is a bridge to the next level of communication which is without the need for any outer accoutrements. You will be able to communicate with each other…you will be able to access information without needing to read a channel on the internet. You are not there yet. It is a process you are moving through. And yet I would say that those of you who are open to continually expanding your ability to feel and to rely on your own intuition without throwing out your ability to understand science and technology, you are the ones who are the closest to accessing your internal guide book. This is what I would encourage you to continue with.


And let me be clear. There is nothing wrong with continuing to learn your programs! You have very technical programs that are fine tuned to what you are doing. Your computer technology with your photography (to Participant photographer)…this is one way to learn and I am not suggesting that you toss the instructions out the window. What I am suggesting is that you play a bit with your own ability to feel your way into what comes next and we’re not talking about computer photography programs here! We are talking abut living in the new energy! And what Tobias and I are both saying is that it was a good point you brought up…no instruction manual, and we beg to differ with you. You have been learning the instruction manual and you have been opening to the instruction manual. You have been writing the instruction manual…for quite a bit of time now! And there will be the opportunity for some of you with abilities in writing to actually physically hard copy write an instruction manual for those who are coming next, for those who are nowhere near where you are at in the now. Your ultimate instruction manual will always be internal. And yet there are many steps that all of you have taken and have needed to take. Much assistance has been needed on this journey to get you to where you are in your now. All the others who will be coming up behind you will also need this. And each of you who have come first, who have gone on this journey first, who have cleared a path, with scissors or a machete (laughter) to where it is much more smooth sailing in your own now…you have much to offer those who will be struggling in their own journey to expand. And this is what is encouraged by all of us who speak to you in this manner…to find what brings you joy, to do this, but to know that your interactions with others from your place of joy, from your place of living your passion, will have an impact on those who are still struggling to find the light switch to turn on for themselves…others who are not yet aware that they have come here to be a part of this major transition on planet Earth. And you have the ability to be of great assistance…though not at your own expense. The time of those gossamer strands of martyrdom is over and done with. It is not about sacrificing yourself. It is not about sacrificing anything. It is abut living in your joy and that is the grandest…what you might call a very good catch-22...that when you live in your joy, you cannot help but to serve others. You do not need to focus on serving others. You need to focus on living as the Divine Being you are, in joy, expressing yourself creatively. You will feel passionately fulfilled in living as you do this, and that turns on a light that so many others will be drawn to, much as the interdimensional gatherings and partying happen as a result of the light shining through the portals here.

And so this feels to be enough in the way of words for now. It is your choice…how you live! I encourage your choice to be a joyful one.

Tobias: It has been a delight. Today has been such a very special time for us to share in this manner. We will share again and it will be very special also. I would like to be around as you walk into the new energy simply because it is joyful for me, and we too in the nonphysical realms know that we serve best through our own joy. So expect for me to be back! It has been a pleasure to be with you today.

St Germain: And you know I enjoyed it as always! And I am not going far! And with that I say it has been a delightful time to spend together!

And so it is!

Aloha! ~ ~ ~

An Easter Story

I would certainly agree with all who have put forth just how intense the energies on the planet have been lately. I have been feeling them, and been affected by them myself, and I’ve also been observing them in action in the world all around me and seeing how they‘ve affected others. These are certainly interesting times we are living in!

I am preparing to journey to New Mexico in a few days after having spent the winter in the crystal cocoon of snowy Alberta where my partner Ziggy’s home is. I have been working on transcribing some conversations held with nonphysical friends that I’ve been wanting to share, but have found that life keeps happening and I seem to be continually distracted so I haven’t finished what I’ve started as of yet, though I know I eventually will.

My nonphysical friends are continually present to me though, and after an incident that occurred in my experience last weekend, Easter weekend, they have been nudging me to focus on sharing this story rather than concentrating on transcriptions in the now. As was said to me, often there is far more potency in a shared human experience than there is in lofty words from a Being who is not presently engaged in the game of life on Earth. Oh, how they honor and appreciate us here playing the Earth game, because they know it is not always an easy one to play!

I have 3 children and my partner Ziggy has 5, so between us we have the joy of being parents to 8, the youngest now being 21 years old. All are ‘on their own’ and living their own lives, with the 2 oldest having families of their own now. We invited Ziggy’s youngest 3 sons, who live locally, to join us for an Easter meal, and we gave them the option of picking the time that would work best for everyone, so they decided to come out and join us last Saturday evening. We had a very fun time together and enjoyed ourselves immensely.

Just as they were saying their goodbyes to us, the phone rang. It was my daughter Erin calling from New Mexico. She said she had debated about whether to call me or not because she didn’t want to worry me when there was nothing I could do, but she decided I would want to know that my younger son Tim had gone camping with a close friend, Sam, the day before, when the weather was 70 degrees F in Albuquerque, New Mexico where they all live. They were due back early that afternoon as Tim had a gathering to attend and Sam had to go to work, but they had never shown up. She and her other brother and their friends were concerned, especially as a storm had moved into the area overnight. They were getting drenched in rain in the city, but the higher elevations were getting snow. The favored camping spots in the Jemez Mountains an hour and a half away where the guys had gone, by Fenton Lake, are all at higher elevations.

All of these young people were acutely aware of other friends who had gone missing in a snowstorm in January of 2008 and had never came back. Two friends of my daughter’s from high school, one a very close friend who spent much time in our home during their growing up years, had headed off for a fun weekend of snowboarding in Wolf Creek, Colorado, planning to meet family for a dinner gathering that Saturday night. They had never shown up, and the story of the extensive search effort for them made national news in the U.S. They were well loved by many and there was much heartbreak at their loss. Their families continued to search for them after the organized Search and Rescue effort was halted. They spent 6 agonizing months in limbo before there was enough snow melt in the area for their bodies to be found at the end of June, giving them closure.

I have posted these young men’s pictures here. They were housemates at the time they died…both such handsome and fun loving guys. The dark haired fellow is Mike George and his friend is Kyle Kerschen. I didn’t know Kyle except through the stories my daughter told from school. They were in one class together in which Kyle would enlist the help of her good penmanship to write excuse notes for him that were supposed to be from his mother. Mike I knew and loved well because he was part of my own extended brood, living within walking distance of our house. I was enchanted by him from the first time he rang our doorbell while in grade 8 and I opened that door to him and his lively energy. His eyes sparkled with life even then. I was impressed by how he walked in after being invited to like he owned the place. I came to see as time went by that Mike owned every place he walked into, because he was comfortable in his own skin. I knew he was there to see Erin, but he spent time talking to me first, and walked right over to our living room piano when he saw it and sat down and started playing it. I recall wondering at the time…who is this kid?!

I got to know him quite well over the next few years of his hanging out at our place. There was always a crowd of kids who wanted to be where he was, because he was always where the fun was. He made everything fun. He mercilessly teased Erin’s younger brother, my son Tim, and Tim ate up the attention…allowing himself to frequently be thrown in the pool by Mike, or engaging in other antics for the good natured amusement of everyone present. I remember keeping a running grocery list going during those years of juggling my single parenting with working, and frequently would find myself laughing out loud while shopping when I read the ’additions’ to my list that had been written in in Mike’s handwriting.

My daughter felt like a fish out of water when she entered 8th grade as the ’new kid’ since I had just moved my family 2000 miles across the country for a new beginning a few years after their father’s death. New Mexico was a totally different world from the one we left behind in Connecticut, and it was especially hard on Erin because of the tender age she was at in her adolescence. Mike was one of the first friends she made, and she loved him because he encouraged her to ’Be your self, Erin! Just be who you are, no matter what anyone else thinks!’ He certainly lived this himself and it was such wonderful encouragement for my daughter. She has told me that she will always be grateful that Mike showed her so early in life how to live an authentic life and be true to herself, no matter what anyone else was doing or thinking.

I helped her take down her Christmas tree the day after she had learned Mike and Kyle were missing. We shared honestly with each other and neither of us had a good feeling about them being found alive and well at the time. Her angst came from the fact that she had gone out with friends to a karaoke bar the night before when they went missing in the storm, and it tore at her heart to think that they were freezing to death on a mountain while she and her friends were laughing and having such a good time.

My daughter has been to far more funerals than it seems one her age ’should’ have had to attend, and she’s experienced more death in her life than many people twice her age. She told me that Mike and Kyle’s funeral was the hardest one she has ever been to.

Her brother Tim is a lot like Mike in personality…and I would venture to say that some of his personality was shaped by his having grown up with Mike as an influence in his life. Tim lives fearlessly and does what he wants to do in spite of what anyone else may think or say. He’s a wonderful young man with a huge heart, an incredible sense of humor, and a good head on his shoulders. He bought his first season pass this year for snowboarding in the Albuquerque/Santa Fe area, and he definitely got his money’s worth out of it. The loss of Mike and Kyle still being so acute made it challenging at times for Erin to not go into fear and worry when Tim would head off by himself to snowboard on a mountain when there was snow flying.

Mike and Kyle’s deaths impacted many, and I know that Tim’s and Sam’s friends were in that category. For all of it being a big city, Albuquerque has a small town feel to it in so many ways and it’s a place of deep heart connectedness. Mike and Kyle were sons of the city and were mourned as such, whether others knew them personally or not. The candlelight photo I have posted above along with their pictures is from the vigil that was held for them shortly after they disappeared in the storm. The large church could not handle the size of the crowd that showed up, and the throng of friends and family holding on to each other and hoping for a miracle spilled far out into the parking lot.

The hoped for miracle of them being found alive did not happen, and as a result, many have had to ponder the deeper mysteries of life and death and what our existence here is all about. My mother’s heart broke when the Wolf Creek area was continuously pounded by snow in the days after these young men disappeared, making it impossible for the search helicopters to get off the ground to keep looking for them. I cried numerous times while watching the news coverage and while spending time with the young people who were their friends and who reminisced about all the good times they had shared together.

So many people that I’ve loved in my own experience this lifetime have transitioned before me. Because of this, I have come to understand that there truly are no ‘accidents.’ Everything that occurs in our lives happens as a result of a soul choice. I know that Mike and Kyle, as well as all those others I’ve personally loved, chose on the soul level to move on to another experience beyond their human one and that all is well wherever they are in that experience. They have simply changed form from the human bodies we knew and loved them in. Those left behind grieve the loss of that form, and yet the soul essence is never lost…just missed as it has been known once it has transformed.

When Erin called me Saturday night, she told me that her brother Pat had already called the police, but that he didn’t know the license plate of Tim’s car. I didn’t either, but I thought that if I gave them the registration information, which is in both our names for a lower insurance rate, they would be able to get it from the Motor Vehicle Department, so I called the Sandoval County Sheriff’s Office myself, which is the agency with jurisdiction over the Jemez Mountain area where they went camping. The officer I spoke with had previously spoken to my son Pat also. He said that since we didn’t know exactly where they had gone, it was too big an area to initiate a Search and Rescue. He affirmed that while the storm that had rolled in was bringing rain to many areas, the higher elevations were definitely getting snow. He encouraged me to trust that they were just using their common sense and staying put for another night because of the weather, and reminded me that cell phone coverage in the mountains is very spotty and this was most likely why no one had heard from them and no one could get in touch with them.

I spoke to one of Tim’s friends, another ‘other son’ of mine who has been part of our extended family since they met in the 6th grade and is also one of Tim’s housemates in the now. He and another friend knew the camping spots that Tim and Sam were fond of, and decided that they would drive up there to look for them. I cautioned them to be careful themselves in the weather, but also was so moved by their love for these friends of theirs. Mike and Kyle’s experience, as I’ve said, impacted so many. These guys decided to put their love into action and I’ve found that that’s frequently the place that miracles do happen.

It was 10 hours between the time my daughter first called me until I received another phone call. The Saturday night before Easter Sunday morning was a very long and sleepless night for me…my own ‘Easter Vigil’ of sorts. I lay awake in bed for hours trying not to let my mind run rampant with worst case scenarios. I focused on calming myself with my breathing…in, out, in, out, in, out. It helped.

My son Pat was diagnosed with Inflammatory Bowel Disease the year after his father died when he was a child. Much of my own life after widowhood was shaped by his illness, and my diving into seeking to understand the mind-body-spirit connection in an attempt to assist him to heal and be whole again. My career in holistic health was a direct result of the experience I went through with Pat. I just about bent over backwards and stood on my head taking him from practitioner to practitioner in an attempt to get him healthy, and still when he was a teenager he had a relapse and became so ill that I realized he might die. And the bigger realization came when I finally saw that this had to be HIS soul choice, not mine. I wanted to force health on him because of how much I loved him and wanted him to continue to be here with me and the rest of us who love him. The greatest surrender of my life came in accepting that I had to let living or dying be his own choice. I am so grateful that he did choose to stay. And I am grateful for what I learned from my experience with him then. I put that into practice Saturday night as I contemplated the potential that his brother could have reached a soul directed exit point of his own.

I spoke to the Sandoval County Sheriff’s Office again early on Easter morning. They had nothing new to tell me, except that the roads in the Fenton Lake area were snow packed and icy. The officer I spoke to said that if I filed a missing persons report, it would activate more manpower to look for them, but suggested I wait until afternoon to see if they did make it home then since the storm was moving out.

About a ½ an hour later, Erin called to tell me that their friends who went looking for them had just called her. They had found them. Their car had slid off the road in the deep snow that had fallen in the Jemez Mountains and gotten stuck in a ditch. They had tried but couldn’t get it out themselves so they weren’t able to go anywhere and they couldn’t get cell phone coverage to call anyone.

I certainly felt the Easter energies of Resurrection and Rebirth myself when I learned that my son and his friend were okay on Easter morning. I was flooded with gratitude and with joy.

When I later heard more of the story of what had happened, I was also flooded with a sense of the new energy and what living in it means.

Tim and Sam could have had the worst night of their lives. Instead, they made the best of it. Tim’s car slid off the road not far from their camp site. When they realized they weren’t going to get it out on their own, they headed back there. They had warm clothing and firewood with them, and plenty of food and drink to last them another night. So they got a roaring fire going in the snow and proceeded to make the best of and enjoy the place they found themselves to be in that particular now moment of time, while considering what their options might be for the next day as far as getting themselves out of there.

Their friends found them just as dawn was breaking on Easter morning. They had encountered rain on the ride and were wondering what the problem could be that had Tim and Sam missing, as the roads were wet but not especially dangerous. Then they arrived in the lake/camping area and were greeted with a foot to a foot and a half of freshly fallen snow. When they found Tim and Sam, they were in no acute distress, and these friends were able to dig and tow Tim’s car out with their 4 wheel drive vehicle, which he was then able to drive back to Albuquerque.

I have marveled at the uniqueness of each individual’s experience in this Easter story. For me, 1800 geographic miles away from what was taking place, it was all about trusting the outcome and knowing that whatever it might be, it was soul chosen and in Divine Perfect Order. For Tim’s siblings and friends, it was about moving beyond a past trauma and taking what felt to be appropriate and inspired action from a place of love. And for Tim and Sam, it was all about accepting where they were at in the now moment, and making the best of it without knowing what was to come or how they would get out of the fix they were in…just trusting that they would. To me, this whole experience for all of us is so symbolic of what this ‘ascension journey’ is about.

My extended family had Rebirth and Resurrection this Easter. While we remembered, loved, and honored Mike and Kyle and the choice they made on the soul level to transition, Tim and Sam’s experience showed us that in the new energy, suffering and death do not inevitably need to precede resurrection and rebirth. Whatever experience we find ourselves living, suffering is always a choice. And joy is there to be lived and felt in any experience, too, if we choose it.

The other young men pictured here are Tim and Sam enjoying Nature as they so often do. While Mike and Kyle were missing, a wonderful young woman, Tona Williams, who is an artist, created the other picture I have posted of the mountain cocooning the two missing young men as we awaited word of their fate, and she sent this to me. I was so touched by the outpouring of love from people who didn’t know Mike and Kyle, but had heard about them through the message board I shared about them on. Tona framed her art and sent it to me as a gift. It has come to have new meaning for me with this Easter experience.

May you all feel Resurrection and Rebirth at work in your own lives in the now! I wish you a Happy Easter all year through!

TOBIAS: You Are The Artist Creating Your Life!

This conversation with Tobias was held at the home of friends who hosted a small group gathering of soul family one early evening. There was much boisterousness and exuberant energy in our coming together, and Tobias was very happy to join with us in this. The entire recorded session is quite lengthy and contained much personal information for the individual participants. I have chosen to share the parts of the conversation here anonymously that seem to be so pertinent in the now to many more than simply those who were participating in this particular gathering.

On a humorous note, Tobias is known to be very fond of dogs. Our hosts have two, and throughout the entire recording, the sound of dog panting and occasional barking (often at the perfect moment to be an exclamation point to what was said!) is heard as the background music for the evening. The smaller of the two ended up in my lap for a good portion of the session as I brought Tobias’ energy through and he enjoyed being able to pet her through my physical hands as we conversed!


~ ~ ~ Tobias: And so it is…is what you are used to hearing me say. Tonight I would say…and so are you! And so are we! And so…here we go!

It is my deepest pleasure tonight to be here in this particular capacity coming through this particular Voice. Indeed those of you who are present in this room in this now moment welcoming me in…and welcoming the many in who have come in on my coat tails I might say, knowing that I was the one to speak with you in person (laughter)…we have all been together quite intimately in other experiences…incarnations, yes, but I will say experiences because it goes far beyond just the human lifetimes that you have lived and that I have lived with you. For of course I have known lifetimes with all of you.

We are breaking new ground so to speak in this new energy time…in this new energy. Much is changing and much is being birthed, and as is the way of giving birth as a human, there are labor pains to be dealt with. And these have been quite prevalent for many in the now. Yet I come in this late afternoon in this wonderful energy of this wonderful space that you have created and that you provide…I come in to say that the labor pains do not have to be debilitating. I come in to say that you each have the capacity to…yes…breathe your way through the labors that you are in, for you are very close to giving birth to the new.

I will answer your questions and address each of you soon, but first I wish to say how pleased I am with each of you. And that is a laugh when you think about us being the comrades in arms that we are indeed for all we’ve been through together, as you might think…who are you Tobias to be pleased with me? (laughter)

We have each chosen our own soul’s path and each has been unique. And each has been paved indeed with petals of roses and each has been incredibly challenging and difficult in its own way. For this has been the challenge of expansion. This has been the challenge of moving beyond what has been before and where each of you and indeed where I have been before. For as you know I am becoming more and more your equal, more and more someone who is sharing the journey with you, as I come closer and closer to full incarnation in the physical and as a human once again.

And it is okay if the dog wishes to come over here so do not worry about this! (laughter) Your animals are very special. They each carry unique energies, they each respond to unique energies…and each of you provide unique energies to the environment which you are in. And you each have plenty to still do, as do I, and yet you have come so very far and I wish to definitely pat you on the back, give you accolades, each of you, uniquely, for the journeys that you have been upon which have had so many different challenges in so many different ways.

I would say to you, step into your full role of creatorship for you have much to offer that is not dependent on anyone else. And this is something for you to look to as you move forward into your own expansion in the new energy. And I am aware that you are feeling a time for change. And this is good. It is time to feel what this change means, and what you wish to do with this next experience of living in the new energy because there is much of passion and much of satisfaction for you, should you choose this. I know I sound like ‘Mission Impossible’…‘should you choose this.’ (laughter) It is up to each of you to choose what comes next.

Before I continue, I would ask you to direct my focus to you by choosing for yourselves what you would wish to hear from me tonight. For indeed I am in my element in the now! I am so happy to be in your company! Each of us has shared so much together, so closely, so joyously, so painfully, on many occasions and experiences on the soul level. It is no accident that we are together here this evening.

So, who will be brave enough to go first? What would you wish to hear?

Participant A: I would like some insight into the current health situation that I have created.

Tobias: ‘Into the courage’ is what I thought you were going to say. And that is what I would give back to you. It took courage, what you have walked into. Yes, you have created this on the human level, but remember, dear one, there are varying levels beyond the human. And this was one of the potentials that you walked into…of moving into the new energy with this experience. You are very aware that you felt the connections to other times and places as you were experiencing what you shared this afternoon of your biopsy, were you not?

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: So tell me, what was the energy that you felt with that?

Participant A: The energy of the biopsy?

Tobias: The energy of the way you felt during the biopsy…as you explained your feelings of this being barbaric and your feeling of it being connected to Atlantis, in which you indeed were not mistaken about this. There is a very deep rooted connection.

Participant A: It was…a part of me knew the truth of it…a part of me could not believe (laughter) that this was real. A part of me in this is…WHY would I create something like that?

Tobias: What was the ‘truth of it’ that you knew? Put this into words, for it is important for you to voice this. What was the truth that you knew?

Participant A: I think it was how shocking it was…and I‘m not sure at this time whether I was the one doing it or the one receiving it, but how barbaric…how painful it was…the experiments that went on in Atlantis. I‘ve felt this before…the experiments…and maybe I’m not accepting of my role in what happened.

Tobias: Well my dear friend, I wish to tell you that it does not matter whether you were the one who did this or you were the one who experienced this, for indeed what you are moving in energy is the consciousness that allowed both those who perpetrated this and those who were the victims of this to be in the experience of this. You are moving the energy for so many. Your own individual role in this…yes, it may continue to come to you in flashes of awareness and intuition. But dear one, you are guiltless. Please know this. There is no need to agonize over what you may have done, who you may have been in the past, for you see all of this new energy is about moving into all experience being in consciousness. It is in consciousness before it is made manifest in physical reality. You have talked this afternoon about moving into your light bodies. You are moving into the time and the experience where it is up to you to choose whether you manifest in physical form or not. It is up to each of you to decide what your next experience is.

For you, dear one…you have carried the energy with you from the time of Atlantis. This is not unique. Many have, many do, and yet you each have a role in the movement of this energy. You have been the holder of much energy of the victim, yes, but the perpetrator also, for you see they are only separate in duality. When you step into consciousness, you cannot have one without the other because they are both the same. It is a certain energy. You have held this energy, and you have chosen to move beyond it for yourself personally. That is what this experience is for you. It is a doorway that has opened that offers you the opportunity to walk through…to walk beyond…what you have been experiencing in the physical and to walk into new creations…and yet as has been said over and over, and as has been said to many, you do not do this for yourself alone. I know you are aware of this and yet you are not quite aware to the degree that this is true for you. You are…by virtue of your role in volunteering for this…you are moving energy for the many. It has been said that you can heal karma for generations that came before you and that will come after you by clearing what is there in front of you now. You, my dear, are doing this. Please do not underestimate what you are doing. I am aware…I have been human…I know how painful it can be. I know how difficult it can be. I know how challenging it can be. You are through the worst of your experience. Please be aware of this. And know that from here it is your choice where you go, and what you do with this movement of energy that can indeed be your momentum for a magic carpet ride. You have left behind much in this experience, have you not?

Participant A: Yes, I can feel it.

Tobias: And how do you feel about this?

Participant A: It feels like…I don’t see a future. (laughter) Its cloudy. Part of me feels…like I’ve chosen and its not shown up. Or I’ve chosen and something else shows up. And its just difficult to see where I’m going.

Tobias: And this is because you have been looking with 3D eyes, and you are moving beyond creating merely in 3D. You have walked into the new energy and you are one of those who has carried the load for many. You are one of those who has gone first. Would you agree with this?

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: Yes. And so you see you are now in the place…and it is a place that others are in as well…you are in the place of no clear vision because it is beyond what you can imagine as far as what you have seen previously with 3D eyes. Have you ever heard of the experience of the Natives who were unable to see Columbus’ ships because it was not in their reality?

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: You are aware of this? This is the place that you are in as you move into creating in the new. Now what you have been choosing to create…has this not been very 3D oriented?

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: And this is not particular or peculiar to you. I like that word so I will use it. It is not peculiar to you. Many others do the same because there are very, very few, if any, in the now, who have the vision yet to see what is coming. And this is why all have been told over and over through many different voices, through many different perspectives of non-physical beings, that you are moving into a place that you’ve never been before.

I would say, dear one, allow this murky vision to clear. Allow the fog to be there in the now. It will dissolve. It will dissipate. The main thing is for you to continue to breathe…you are very good at this…continue to breathe through your experience to the place of peacefulness, to the place of allowing yourself to feel the fear that is very natural to all of you as humans….and yet you are more than human….to allow yourself to move through and beyond it. And I guarantee you that if you do this you will find that a whole new vision of what you choose to create will appear to you.

Can you accept this?

Participant A: (laughter) First off what comes to me is…am I done suffering for others?

Tobias: Do you choose to be?

Participant A: Absolutely!

Tobias: Yes, I like that answer. If you choose it then you are done. If you hold on…and you see you can choose it in your mind and still energetically hang on…if you hold on you could certainly whip up more suffering for yourself. (laughter) But that is a choice also and if you’re truly done, let yourself be done. And that is a feeling state that you must sink into, you must totally meld with…there is absolutely no reason left for you to experience anything other than happiness and joy. And it is your creation. You have come a long way in letting go of the programming…and the old energies…and the vows. You made vows dear one.

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: You have done much to release this and you are very close to being through this experience. I would say that the last little bits for you are very much energetic, and I would say that you are on the right track to releasing these last energetics by allowing yourself to wallow in self love.

(Much laughter from group)

Tobias: This is what you need to do. Be decadent, my dear, in your approach to your own connection to self. Whatever will give you joy, happiness, pleasure, whatever will make you feel more connected to the true divinity of soul…of who you are…this is what you need to choose in the now.

Participant A: So my question would be…so…like choosing a place to live…or…choosing the type of work that I am to do. Is this part of this fog that I’m still in?

Tobias: It is part of the fog that the vast majority are in in the now (laughter)…so you are not alone! Do not feel alone! Indeed.

Participant A: Well, is it going to clear up any time soon?

Tobias: You are going to find that it clears in another dimensional reality than the one you are living in. You are going to find that if you continue to fixate and focus on how it should look, using past parameters, that it will continue to be foggy.

Participant A: Okay.

Tobias: If you can allow the letting go of old programming and ideas, having no expectations…and this is not easy to do, I give you that…and simply allow yourself to go towards what you are drawn to! Your compass right now is your feeling state. And I say this to you personally, dear one , and I say this to all of you present, and I say this to all who may at any time look for an answer to this. You must follow your feeling state. You each have this…what through Maureen has been called the barometer by Kryon. You have the internal barometer that will give you much guidance if you pay attention to it. And yet, it is easily drowned out, easily not seen or heard when you live in 3D. And there is much that pulls you into the density of 3D because this is how you have been living for quite a long time, and yet you must release these bonds that hold you down in this. You must…in order to welcome in your light bodies…you must let go of the conventions of 3D that keep you trapped in it. Each of you will do this in your own way, which means that it will be a bit different for each of you. You each must go within to see where you are still tied in to 3D and convention.

Now this does not mean that you must fear living a life that is, oh…as gypsy-like as Maureen’s! (laughter)

I know you were worried! You each have chosen a particular route as a potential, and you each do it differently. And I say to each of you, honor each other’s paths for none of them have been easy, and each of you is walking the path that is most suited to your own personal soul choice. But…I would say this to all, that your choice of places to live, your choice of work to do, must be given the opportunity to arise from your soul by letting go of all of the conventional programming that you have lived with for so many years. Choose your joy! How many times have you heard this said, over and over…choose your joy! Listen to your joy! Follow your joy! Each of you are quite aware when you are going against what is the directive of your soul. Each of you are quite aware. You feel that. Do you not?

Group participants: Yes.

Tobias: And so you see, you do not need me or anyone else to tell you what to do or how to do it. You need to let go of not listening to yourselves. Can you accept this as an answer? Before we move on to something else, how do you feel about this?

Participant A: I can’t say I don’t know, because I do know…so its simply my choice of not suffering, of not taking anything on with humanity or whatever…?

Tobias: I would say go back to what I said in the beginning, when you began to ask…and I said, “courage”…it is about having the courage to let go of everything you have taken upon yourself previously, and when I say previously, I mean in many, many lifetimes and incarnations…and have the courage to be your true self. My dear, have you any idea how big a being you are? How beautiful you are?

Participant A: I get glimpses! (laughter)

Tobias: And what closes off those glimpses…that you don’t keep looking?

Participant A: The reality that I exist in!

Tobias: Well, who’s reality is that? (laughter)

No, I do not wish to in any way chide you or make you feel uncomfortable. What I wish to do is take your hand and lift you with me above the density of what you have been stuck in. You have been stuck in other’s opinions, other’s expectations. You have been stuck in the conventions of what you are supposed to do, how your life is supposed to look, what measures success. My dear, you have gone beyond all of these and yet you can’t see it yet for yourself. You do have glimpses of this, do you not?

Participant A: Yes.

Tobias: You have inklings of this. Now, let go of what holds you back from embracing this full throttle! (laughter) Go for it!

Participant A: Well…let go! What does that look like?!

Tobias: What does it look like to you?

Participant A: I have no f***ing idea! (laughter)

Tobias: Well now we’re getting somewhere, aren’t we?! (laughter)

Now (to Participant B), I need your assistance in this answer. I wish to ask you, as an artist, how do you know what to create?

Participant B: Oh my god! That question makes me cry!

Tobias: It is very much connected to this. This is a piece of the answer to (Participant A’s) question, because you see…a lot of you, you want me to have your answers…but I don’t. You have your own!

Participant B: You wake up in the morning and there’s this energy that comes into your heart…of a picture, a color, a line…sometimes just a line almost makes me have an orgasm! The idea of a line…of how it moves…that I feel a color…I can look at a tree and see this amazing…there’s like 20 different colors on a branch of a tree…and if I let myself really vision and really see it…really see it…its the most amazing experience of my life. The same with cooking. We’ve talked so much about this. Cooking and art…there’s no separation!

But what I’m really trying to understand is how I translate that to life!

Tobias: There is no separation in any aspect of life, and this is what I give to you.

(To Participant A) What is your line? What is orgasmic for you? You must find this for yourself. I don’t have your answer. You have your answer. And I am quite aware of how challenging it is for each of you…when you do not have a f***ing clue! (laughter) Consciously you do not have a clue when you think of consciousness as your mind…but you each do have your own clue, when you feel into that heart space that you are talking of. This feeling space…this is what you must follow. This is the line that will lead to the multitude of colors that will lead to the picture that has never been drawn before. For each of you must be the artist…each of you has to create the art of your own life, which has never been created before.

What you are needing is the application of feeling state into your creating…the application of you as the artist…

Participant B: I am an artist, aren’t I?

Tobias: You are an artist in every aspect of your life!

And in this it means you choose how to express what you desire to create…and so where is the challenge in that, dear one, with application?

Participant B: Home! I want home, Tobias! I want a home.

Tobias: And I will take the liberty of saying that Maureen would completely agree with you in what you are saying (laughter) …and I would say to you, to both of you, to all of you, what has been said to her. First, dear ones, you must make home within yourself.

Participant B: Oh, I don’t want to hear it!

Tobias: I know you don’t want to hear it (laughter)…but you see it is the truth of it and you can’t get beyond it, for you are still looking through 3D eyes. You want 3D homes, and yet you have gone beyond straddling the fence, each of you sitting in this room with me this evening, and not just with me but the many who are enjoying the party here…each of you has made the decision to get off the fence (between old energy and the new). You have jumped. You are not on the fence. You are in the new energy. And your new energy home is not going to look like your old energy home did. You have expectations of home that come from the past…all of you!

Participant B: Alright, Tobias, I get it. But why am I so drawn to creating this space where these friends here and other people can come to feel safe?

Tobias: Because you are the artist! And this is your vision to create! And I am not saying there is anything wrong with your vision. I’m saying make it happen! Go for it! Yet don’t have the expectation of what it will look like in the physical manifestation. That is where you each get caught up. You are still expecting the physical manifestation to look a certain way. And you have moved beyond 3D physical manifestations. Now, you are still manifesting in 3D physical, yes, but you’ve moved beyond just creating in that dimension.

Participant B: Do our expectations limit our manifestations?

Tobias: They can, and they cannot…if you allow your expectations to be visions rather than absolutes. You have beautiful visions of what you would like to create in 3D, and I would encourage you to expand on your visions.

Participant B: What stops me? That’s my question. What stops me?!

Tobias: You are the one with the answers, so let us speak about this.

Participant B: Why do I stop myself from being the artist and the incredible creator that I know I am, and I stop myself every time. So let’s talk honestly and you tell me the truth!

Tobias: Well, I would say that you have been plenty honest with Participant C here when you said to her earlier…why do you keep choosing men who are unavailable? Have you not been this honest?

Participant B: (laughter) Well, yes. But tell me…

Tobias: Have I told Participant C why she’s doing this? (laughter) YOU, my dear, have the answers. I can offer insight. I can offer perspective. First I want to hear your answer. Why…?

Participant B: …do I stop myself from being an artist?

Tobias: Yes. Why do you stop yourself from creating what you choose and what you desire? Isn’t that what you’re asking me?

Participant B: You want to know the first thing that comes to me? I don’t deserve it.

Tobias: Yes. And that is exactly the answer I would give you. You still are holding on to feelings of unworthiness, old heavy energies…

Participant B: …that I don’t deserve it…

Tobias: …that do not serve you!

Participant B: Where do they come from?

Tobias: Didn’t I hear you say earlier today that you walked through the darkness and came out the other side?

Participant B: Yes.

Tobias: And I would love to add the word courage to what you have done, too…that you had the courage to experience this…for exactly what I have said to (Participant A) is applicable to you in your own unique experience. You did not do this just for yourself! You did this for the masses and for the many. You chose to do this because on the soul level you knew that you were capable of doing this. You, my dear…like Kryon has talked about with ‘the tar pit‘…you are simply still allowing the tar to stick to you.

Participant B: What I walked through…am I still stuck in it?

Tobias: No, you’re not stuck in it. You have walked through the tar…but what you have walked through has stuck to you in bits and pieces. You’re not mired in the tar anymore, are you?

Participant B: No.

Tobias: No! And I would certainly say, no you are not, but little bits of it still sticking to you are keeping you from seeing your true beauty and keeping you from allowing the purity of your own light to shine through and guide you to what you are wanting to create.

Participant B: How do I get done with it?

Tobias: What has been the answer to so many? Breathe! (laughter) And it is…staying present in every now moment and being aware when you start to feel mired down by the density, by the patches of tar that have not completely come unstuck. They are such little patches we are speaking of. Only little patches. Do you know how minimal it is?

Participant B: Yes.

Tobias: It is so minimal! And yet what you feel is the density…what you feel is the heaviness. You are so close to…how to say it?…blowing it all away! You are perched to just move beyond it…into your true brilliance. You are brilliant, and you are this close to feeling it!

Participant B: I am.

Tobias: So dear one…know…you are brilliant. You are light. Each of you is divinity, is God-ness, and yet you are human too. You have chosen this human experience which is quite the game…is it not?

Participant B: Well welcome home! (laughter)

Tobias: I am looking forward to it! I am very much hoping that you will be here for me!

What I say to you is…know that you have the ability to walk through this, to breathe through this, to choose not to let the density stick to you. That is all that the tar is…the density of human experience.

Participant B: What I’m hearing my Higher Self saying to you is…I need you to tell me I’m an artist!

Tobias: You are an artist!

Participant B: I am an artist!

Tobias: And you are an artist in every area of your life! And it is up to you to bring that into manifestation in a way that brings you fulfillment and joy! ~ ~ ~